Ok so I havent really wrote anything at all lately besides papers for school, but in this case, I really felt that I should write again; becauseeee I cant sleep ughhh!! and because I read someones online blog. As I was reading this person's blog and yes I felt like a total stalker because I didn't even know the person in the first place described how hard his life has been. The root of it all or rather the "roots" so to speak are the following: love, studies and self blame. I wouldnt say that I am great on giving advice or anything, heck I cant even take my own advice sometimes. My advice to this person is that there is hope. Just remember that it does happen to people, there are things in life that happen in this world that are and cannot be controlled by anyone. In order to help others you must help yourself first. Remember that you are the architect of your life and its up to you to make the decisions and write the next chapter of your purpose here on earth. Some of them could be "hitting 2 birds with one stone" or a "V8" moment and some of them could unfortunately be the opposite of what you expect. These are the moments where you learn, you help yourself be a better person than before, from the creation of the tube to the invention of a flat screen, from a Nokia 3210 to uhm a very very advanced cellphone (gosh theres so many existing models I cant even remember what they're called anymore), but I'm pretty sure that you get the point. Just dont be too hard on yourself and know that it does take time.

Hiiii =)

so this is carmela.. once again. on krischelle's xanga.. but uhm yeah, sorry i haven't updated her site in like FOREVER!!! it's been wayy too long.. i know. so let's begin with pictures...

uhm.. so i'm waiting for the pictures to upload.. && let me tell you, it takes FOREVER!!! haha

i guess you want to hear more of krischelle, since it's her xanga site.. well right now she's at school. Yes, at wright state taking boring summer classes. it was her way of avoiding me this summer... she likes to avoid me indirectly because she thinks she'll hurt my feelings.. Well she's wrong. i have a heart of diamond. diamonds never break ;] remember that people!

OK The pictures are READY!

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so those are the pictures for now.. i'm kinda tired. maybe i'll put some later when i'm bored.. which is like all the time hahahah so uhm yeahhhhhhhhh until then!

<3 Carmela =)

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My weakness is......

AHHHH!!!!! cHoCoLaTeS!!!! are one of my weaknesses.... only the people who know me well enough knows this.... guess what?!?!?! I got a box of chocolates today from one of the librarians I work with.... because I helped her through so many stuff--- she said... so yeah!!! ahh!!!!! I cant wait to eat them later... I could eat it right now but yeah no eating at the library... hahaha... another type of weakness of mine that are another form of chocolates are chocolate brownies... I love brownies!!!!... I like my brownies kind of soft in the inside and sort or hard in the outside... my favorite part in a brownie are the corners... cause theyre so crunchy!!! ahhh!!! gosh... im getting myself hungry... so yeah at least I got another post in here...

Mucho Love: Krischelle :)

Ok hahaha... well hmmm... yeah this is an update.. well I was thinking... well I'm not totally abandoning my xanga... I'll probabaly update once in a while... yeah... hahaha so yeah people... not leaving xanga.... but you can also check my myspace... and I think I would update there more than here... so anyways... time for a update:

- have been doing alot of swimming with cousins... and it was totally fun... especially when we played this game where someone throws an object into the pool then we'dave to find it... then whoever gets it gets to throw it... in connection to that... Josh (my cousin) has improved in swimming..

- totally bored right now... here at work and yes very hungry.. *cant wait till' 5"

- been going to the mall and hanging out with different sorts of friends...

- my supervisor just came up to me and told me that I was going to get a raise... so yeah thats cool

- freshman year here at wright state has been fun... got to know different sorts of people... good or bad..

- survived winter... thats for sure...

- was excited to see my first snowflake... ahaha im soo childish

- learned something from josh:"family is always first"

- learned from Tita Bebot that "there are two things that you need in life the most... a comfortable bed and comfortable shoes.."

- and yeah wearing heels are such a pain.. --> learned that from Carmela

- my teeth hurt... because of the dentist appointment yesterday... but yeah only 5 more months to go and out they go!

- so hmmm thats about it for now... cant really think about anything else... hehe :)